My wretched flesh stings just adding to my pain
I must not live, I am a curse, what have I done?
She was the only one, my life, now meaningless
Merely wasting flesh, I hate myself

Her flesh since rotten away

I hate you, Jesus, I blame you
You ***king *******, You stole her
You made me worthless to myself
The only answer, my revenge

It suddenly is so clear
Sobbing through a smile

When you've lost everything, there is nothing more to lose
Now my revelation unfolds before me
Back to school but with intent to spill
The blood of Christs' sheep on my flesh

Christ, they will pay for Your sins
Everyone guilty in my eyes
My blade warm in my moist hand
Who will be the first?

Quickly venturing into the bathroom, cl*** is in session
I find a young girl in a stall, I am in love again
I want to take as many as I can
This little ***** gutted on the toilet
My **** stiffens staring at her ******
Warm wet pool spreads across the tile

This is not a replacement

Like a spider web, no escape
This girls come in but never leave
I start to lose count of my victims
Blood to my ankles vindicates

They are on to me

I pierce my wrist, this part is easy

Blood pours from my arm, I cannot let them take me
I give myself to Satan, I will not let Jesus have me