Don't know what it is but I know that it's
Somewhere inside of my head
Don't know what it looks like
Only know that it is driving me mad

Whatever the cause, whatever the reason
For it to be in me, maybe I'll be like this until eternity
I couldn't let go of it however hard I might have tried

I couldn't get any control of it though
I try to fight these thoughts in my head
They're only driving me mad
I never see the good, I only see the bad

I've gotta seize the day, so I can feel it
I've gotta seize the day, so I'll feel it, I feel it, I'll feel it

Don't know what I want but I know
That what I want is hard to get
Don't know what I have but I know
What I would rather have instead

Whenever I feel this way
I hate myself 'cause I can't see
Today is my day, how happy I should be?

I couldn't let go of it however hard I might have tried
I couldn't get any control of it though I try to fight
I'm locked up in my head, I think I'd rather be dead
I never see the good, I only see the bad

I gotta know if this is real
I gotta care for what I feel
'Cause what I am and who I'll be
It's all my fault, it's up to me