Alright so this is it
I've finally had enough of hanging 'round here feeling sorry for myself
It's almost been 5 years of trying just enough to keep from feeling
Bad enough about myself to question what went wrong

It's like I woke up from a dream and I was trapped inside a bottle
And part of me had been shot off and boarded up
And here I am, all the choices I never make
And the chances I never take, the steps I wish I could retrace

But I'm not giving up, no, I'm not giving up
Until the day my eyes roll back into my head
Until I choke on my last breath, until no one remembers
A single goddamn thing I've ever said or done

But I woke up from my dream and I threw away the bottle
And everything I boarded up, came pouring out then
The sky has never looked so clear
Through bloodshot eyes without the fear of letting go
Of moving on and walking on my own

Here I am, all the choices I never make
And the chances I never take, the steps I wish I could retrace
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

This is a trap, the life we lead, the life we lead's a lie
We owe ourselves much more than what we now accept
Until the day our eyes roll back, until we choke on our last breath
Until no one remembers, until no one remembers

(Here I am)
All the choices I never make
And the chances I never take, the steps I wish I could retrace
(Here I am)
All the choices I never make
And the chances I never take, the steps I wish I could retrace