I saw your name drawn on the back of this notebook
Remembering the moment I watched your hand write it down
***k you, I knew that you would lead me astray
Blinding my judgment

If you forgot my name, I suggest you look through
The photos you never took
Spit out the fires of hell with the breath that you cannot breathe
Lungs punctured so far deep that you gasp for the hope
Of a chance for the continuation of life

I wish I would have spread my soul far apart from you
I would have told you to ***k off the minute you sat down
But you sat there and stared

This dead orchard next to me
Has littered the garden of hope
I have littered the air
You sat there and stared
All love is lost

The distance between us has broken
The value of survival amongst the enemy that is unseen
I walk on a fine line, we are buried face down
Buried face down

Pouring life and soul into this product that doesn't produce
I could live like a king but a pawn
A trace of history keeping the closet nothing company
Help me find knives

The force of your head pressing down moves me
I changed, I've changed for the better
My heart cannot beat, my heart cannot beat without the blood
Your reaction has said enough for everyone to hear
I must find knives