I sit alone in my four-cornered room staring at candles
Oh, that **** is on?
Let me drop some **** like this here
Real smooth

At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn
Candle sticks in the dark, visions of bodies being burned
Four walls just staring at a *****
I'm paranoid, sleeping with my finger on the trigga

My momma's always stressing I ain't living right
But I ain't going out without a fight
See, everytime my eyes close
I start sweating and blood starts coming out my nose

It's somebody watching the AK
But I don't know who it is, so I'm watching my back
I can see him when I'm deep in the covers
When I awake I don't see the mother***ker

He owns a black hat like I own
A black suit and a cane like my own
Some might say, 'Take a chill, B'
But ***k that ****, there's a ***** trying to kill me

I'm popping in a clip when the wind blows
Every twenty seconds got me peeping out my window
Investigating the joint for traps, checking my telephone for taps
I'm staring at the woman on the corner
It's ***ked up when your mind is playing tricks on you

I make big money, I drive big cars
Everybody know me, it's like I'm a movie star
But late at night, something ain't right
I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucker's head lights

Is it that fool that I ran off the block?
Or is it that ***** last week that I shot?
Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars?
Thought he had 'caine but it was Gold Medal Flour

Reached under my seat, grabbed my popper for the suckers
Ain't no use to be lying, I was scareder than a mother***ker
Hooked a left into Popeye’s and beared down quick
If it's going down let's get this **** over with

Here they come, just like I figured
I got my hand on the mother***king trigger
What I saw'll make your *** start giggling
Three blind, crippled and crazy senior citizens

I live by the sword, I take my boys everywhere I go
Because I'm paranoid
I keep looking over my shoulder and peeping around corners
My mind is playing tricks on me

Day by day it's more impossible to cope
I feel like I'm the one that's doing dope
Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous
Every Sunday morning I'm in the service

Praying for forgiveness
And trying to find an exit out of the business
I know the Lord is looking at me
But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy

I often drift when I drive
Having fatal thoughts of suicide
Bang and get it over with
And then I'm worry free but that's ********

I got a little boy to look after
And if I died then my child would be a *******
I had a woman down with me
But to me it seemed like she was down to get me

She helped me out in this ****
But to me she was just another *****
Now, she's back with her mother, now, I'm realizing that I love her
Now, I'm feeling lonely, my mind is playing tricks on me

This year Halloween fell on a weekend
Me and Geto Boys are trick-or-treating
Robbing little kids for bags
Till a law man got behind our ***

So we speeded up the pace
Took a look back and he was right before our face
He'd be in for a squabble no doubt
So I swung and hit the ***** in his mouth

He was going down, we figga'd
But this wasn’t no ordinary *****
He stood about six or seven feet
Now, that's the ***** I'd been seeing in my sleep

So we triple-teamed on him
Dropping them mother***king beads on him
The more I swung the more blood flew
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too

Then I felt just like a fiend, it wasn't even close to Halloween
It was dark as ***k on the streets
My hands were all bloody from punching on the concrete
Goddamn, homie, my mind is playing tricks on me