I've been trying to love myself for real
I've been trying not to feel what I feel
I've been trying to be a bit less mistaken

It was real the feeling I had for you
And you told me how you need me too
Everyone kept saying it's not the real thing

How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces?
Being with you just tears me apart
Not again, not again

Take your love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
I don't need to be torn down
Not again, not again

I've been wanting to die, just so you know
Trying to show them all how I'm alone
I've been hating my bedroom in the night

I've seen heaven and hell with you
I believed the lies you said were true
I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on
I've been trying to be strong

How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces?
Being with you just tears me apart
Not again, not again

Take your love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
I don't need to be torn down
Not again, not again

Once again I just want to feel something true
Once again I just want to get closer to you
Nothing will ever change anyway, this is all we have

Not again will I lie to myself, not again, not again
Not again, not again, not again, not again
Not again, not again, not again, not again

How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Loving you just tears me apart
Not again, not again

Take your love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
Loving you just tears me apart
No, not again, not again

How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tears me apart
Not again, not again

Take your love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
I don't need to be torn down

Not again, not again
Not again, not again
Not again, not again