I fall

I fall to my knees for this my Lord I plea in this hour alone
I shall surely stand stoned for fear will face me
Meet me where I flee still I run away this cup to pass my pray
As a river's end meets sea, so my eyes they flood into Thee

In many ways I feel I've dug my own
Grave, grave, grave my own

A friend what does it mean obedience, what does it bring
Knowledge comes easy, easily obtained
Wisdom the greater but only through pain
This I ask for to surround to near the backbone to growth

And therefore to clear convictions that draw me
Closer to lead me decisions to follow
Thoughts that bring healing truth to perfection
And my spirit discerning but in all that I've learned, I am still learning

That the plague of my life I must fight to survive
These self-same truths of revealed to me to be
The absolute change starts in thought as it can only be taught
With a deep concern the heart through mind through time, learn

Wearily I divide, I divide you're called to
Disunite afraid that they may scatter
But rather they gather