What am I supposed to do now?

Reveal to me this ugly thing
I'm rusted metal by your head
It's gotten out of hand again
Nobody sees it but I can

You thought of everything I bet
But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled in I don't know how long, you know?
Something's gonna give again
Something's gonna give again

I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
And then I don't even think I want the job anymore

Say something, anything to me
I do believe but I have doubts
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest, isn't it?

I guess I'm better off in the end
'Coz you were always there to blame
I haven't felt so bad in I don't know how long, you know?
I can't get away again
I can't get away again

And I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
And then I don't even think I want the job

You see, I tried to fight, but did you listen?
Even after you're gone, I'm never finished
I could never be your god
I don't even think I want the job anymore

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try but the story ends
So I guess I'll have to die
Where am I supposed to go now?

Go ahead and go away
Go ahead and go away
Go ahead and go away
Go ahead and go away
Go away!

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
All I ever did was try but the story ends
So I guess I'll have to die

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?
What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?

How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to?