This sickness it burns inside me
It sticks in my throat, I'm gonna choke, I cannot speak
Besides it runs the fear of the unknown
Could this be some reckoning

Wrath for wrong I've done, comin' back to haunt me
The God, I have denied His power shown
But now, I can't protest although defiant
Heart it pounds deep in my chest
I know that this will have its way with me

For now I choose to go
I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow
Intentions all fall down, my soul has died
Now, this will not die they warned me in church

When I was young I could rely
If there's a God, He's one, I've never seen and now I just lament
Did not held the threat, I played the cards that I've been dealt
Like putting out the fire with gasoline for when I used

I lose won't face the fear of life without something abused
That now I'm forced to find another way, my show your final show
A homicide, I tried to warn, you should have known
Now I'll take you with me, show you my pain

Feed the need it's not greed, I figure so what
Can you fix the hole that resides deep in this gut
I'll fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait
Come and get it, come and get it, get some

I feed the need that twists my mind
Time and time again, blah blah blah, come and get it