Da, da, da, da da
Da, da da
Da da da

Sittin' in traffic, another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something, I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue, oh, how I die when I look
At you smilin', lovin' life and all I know is blue

Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile, who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin, depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am heading
Tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying
God, please show me that silver lining
'Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well
My heads full of hell and this world's a jail but

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And as the [incomprehensible] begins to displace
Had it to ear level with this place
You see it on my face, a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room

To whom it may consume, melting ensembles
Bleeding cellos running through bordellos
Drama like Othello hidin' out from Ponciarello
Dead off in the median, fallin' apart like usual
Handin' out flyer's to my funeral

So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
Then for another part I pray, the show ends the same way every day
And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain
Hey, am I insane? Hey, am I insane?

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

Everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now, does it?

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear, yeah

Everything here's hard to bear
Everything here's hard to bear
And everything here's hard to bear
Everything here's hard to bear