It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
'Hey, I'm about to screw you over big time'

And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place

But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead inside my head

And, boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind, it saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend in the end

And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back to who I was

'Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead inside my head

And, boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind, it saved my life

I think I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back to who I was

'Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead inside my head

And, boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind, it saved my life

And that life seems like
Light years away, light years away
And that life seems like
Light years away, light years away