Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
Something I could never be will guide me to the new light
Frustrated, sedated I pray to myself

God please don't take away from me
The only ***king thing that I learned to believe
I am becoming the monster
You promised to keep him away now I feel like he's living in me

Anyway, I could never ever be what you think is right for me
Are things that I will not believe I want to start a new life
Get myself a sharp knife, look into my own life
Kill things I don't like in me

But sometimes I feel okay and think I'm unique
You always try to critique I turn my back on it anyway
Sucker, punk-*** mother***ker I am loco
Te falta un poco to get your *** in a choke-hold

Just kill me I can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn, come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn

I'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying
I beg to myself, put my pride up on the shelf
Life is not forever but if life will stay together
I would have a friend in my depression, have an end

But I've been thinking that thinking always gets me into trouble
But since I have a double personality it wasn't me, you see
Now I'm a refugee and everything inside of me
Is just a part of my disease

Just kill me I can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn, come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn

Just kill me I can't breathe
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn, come to terms
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn