Let's talk about me, yeah

The torture's deep inside my mind
Those ***kin' days left behind
Torment my dreams becoming them in nightmares
Why are those people still dying in my head?

I need the forgiveness for my existence
That no one could give me here

Years of glory just for him for being the judge
For being the executioner, years of pain, just for me

I need your forgiveness for my existence
That you can't give me now, go

Sometimes the human being make mistakes
What he did, wasn't right, now he's paying for it

Lies, they spoke to me, being I the death
Of those innocent civil people
I, I saw the sky's turning red
The ground's full of flames, the air smells of death

I live regretted in a senseless life
I live regretted, I only see a steeled way out

My hands are tied in red
My blood hits on the floor
If I can't find forgiveness on life, life, life
I'll look for it on, death

Now he's paid for it