Take the reigns again, it was a pleasure
To finally fall asleep without a stir out there with tons of burns
I get a lost sensation sent through my brain and hands

I know I better escape that part of me
Before I learn I can't stand the counter turn
It's still a nerve I can't figure out

I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself
Yeah, it took some time but at least I'm clear out of hell
I feel it coming on

I parachute alone, I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind but I'm still leading

I'm finding modern healing
Is sold in the dark for some of us

A strong sleep to sedatives
I fear I firmly hide from it all now to quell the burn
I won't take the sound I heard
I'm going to find my own way to drown

Hold my hands out like I'm starting to break
I'm seeing now what I'm doing to the people around me
I'm not supposed to care this much, I ask myself, yeah, who am I?
Well, to anything, have I lost my health?

I still harbor all my anger
I've been staring at the color in my veins
How they stay
How I still feel I'm tired but awake

Somewhere out there
There is someone thinking of what
I haven't gave them yet
And feeling that I can't in my disarray