I've been cheating myself for too long
Living as if I was goin' nowhere
And I know it's wrong

I've been fighting myself for too long
I try, really try to keep my head up high
And I know it's wrong

And I should really know better
But it's been so long

I know, how I feel
That I'm afraid to show it
Inside so real
No one else would know it

The whole truth, no lies
Cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry
Come on testify
Come on testify

I've been lying to myself for too long
Silence is my only comfort
And I know it's wrong
But I can't change the weather, it's been too long

I no, how I feel
But I'm afraid to show it
Inside so real
No one else would know it

The whole truth, no lies
Cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry
Come on testify
Come on testify

To the friends that I lost on the way
To the friends I've been pushin' away
You could say that I've made it but I'm jaded
And it's all of your fault

I know, how I feel
But I'm afraid to show it
Inside so real
No one else would know it

The whole truth, no lies
Cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry
Come on testify, come on testify
Come on testify

I've been fighting myself for too long
And I've been hating myself for too long