Should I be safe at home
A stronger man who really should know
Better than to reach the edge and try to fight this on my own
Can I be something I have yet to find in my close friends?

'Cause they've all lost their heads
And it's bringing me down to the place
Where I'm supposed to responsibly for now

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothin' and nothin' feels right

Should I be safe at home?
I relapse quicker than you could know
My past compulsions breed convulsions
A sorry scene unfolds

Can I be weak when I'm stable?
Strong in the cradle strung out in a fable
Where the hero get's saved
I've tried this before routines and rewards
What's gonna change?

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothin' and nothin' feels right

I tried to find inside something civilized
Stolen, borrowed, bought any remnants of a man
Took on too much too soon, too afraid to fight
Struggled, lost and won just to realize that I can't understand

I want it, I need it, I want it, I need it
Just one more, just one more
Just one more to satisfy
Like nothing will, like nothing will
Like nothing will, like nothing will like

Puzzled missing pieces
We don't fit in
Can't help it, feel nothing, feel nothing